28 December 2017

unexpected blog post drafts, living loved, and getting it from our heads to our hearts

i found a few blog post drafts that i had forgotten all about....finding drafts of blog posts is like finding $5 in your coat pocket when you put it on after it's been hanging in your closet for 3 seasons.  or like finding a mini-snickers in your purse that you thought you'd cleaned out (that happened today).  or realizing that you have more on a giftcard than you thought you did!  pure gift.  thought i'd share some of what i found...

this link is to an article all about head knowledge and heart knowledge and truly experiencing the Love God has for us.  the article meant alot to me when a friend shared it - and it meant alot to me when i re-read it earlier today.

this link is to an interview with brennan manning (he'd make my list of all time favorite humans if i was to make such a list) about living as God's beloved.
And THIS (the following 6 paragraphs) are some thoughts I shared with my friend who shared the first article with me...i'm not sure when i wrote this (sometime in the last 2-3 years while we were on the Africa Mercy - during one of our summers in Durban) but it's all still very much true. 

...that article resonates with me in so many different ways.  

i was waiting for a “quiet moment” to read the article- when i could give it my full attention and heart - because i had a feeling it was going to be special.  so i came in from my run this morning - (a super early run right on the beach here in durban..we carpool over there, run and get back in time for people to get ready for work) to a quiet cabin (it feels like a miracle when children are sleeping and it’s past 7:00am!).  so i showered and fixed a cup of coffee and sat with the Lord and this article.  

what kay wrote is so much of what i’ve felt/have been feeling.  i love it when God gives someone else words to help express what’s been in my head and heart - and, of course, it’s comforting to know that i’m not the only one thinking/feeling this way!!

that “how does it get from your head to your heart?” is such a recurring question.  i love how she used the phrase “the gift of a nervous breakdown.”  there have been moments when i’ve wondered if i’ve been close to something of that nature…i’m definitely feeling more broken than i can ever remember feeling…but i also feel more sure of His love and acceptance of me than i can ever remember feeling. 
i love that Love is here.  in the mess. in the real. in the good. in the bad. in the everything that is dianna...Love is here.  i still don't know how to fully live in it…but i’ll keep trusting. 

"Love believes in me…and it never lets me go.”  that’s beautiful!

maybe something in one of the links - or in my rambling words - made you think or caused you to ask questions or provided some peace or reassurance.  feel free to share any findings/questions/encouragement with me... diannacash@yahoo.com 

may we all experience the love of God today - in all of its mysterious, unfathomable fullness. 

christmas gifts.


  • finding some pretty decent blog drafts (we'll see what comes of it)
  • white cash christmas party
  • african fabric + flip flips + strong christmas lyrics
  • family + christmas
  • PJ christmas day
  • pallet star in georgia



  • kiwi christmas video and glowsticks
  • trying new recipes (twiced baked potatoes, sweet potato casserole - or souffle if you're fancy - and CARAMEL SLICE!)
  • papa took emma (with a panda bear hat on) fishing


  • christmas eve communion (especially that one line of the confession part: "our parents, children and friends receive our anger too often and our love too rarely."  followed by: "...we earnestly repent, and are sorry for this which deeply grieves You."  followed by: "You are forgiven.")
  • gifts from nick and the kids - useful, awesome, lovely, practical, thoughtful, special gifts
  • oranges + cloves (and memories)


  • operation "get the van back/see andrea one more time" was a success
  • the reminder that being a mother of 3 is my privileged stewardship (l. giglio sermon)
  • standing in prayer with friends in benin for a court date so that their daughter can legally become their daughter (and the bracelet reminder)

  • finding MaMa and Caroline playing bop-it
  • "if it's true you use broken things, here I am: use me...I'm all yours." - song lyrics in the van ride home from atlanta
  • michelle murrey's super awesome kind thoughtfulness - and how God consistently does immeasurably more...even when it comes to whirly pops!  


21 December 2017

gifts galore.


  • my very own appreciation breakfast (husbands, if you ever need ideas, i know a guy that could give you some ideas...goodness, i am one blessed wife.)
  • dinner at the newmans
  • nick's hard work and resourcefulness

  • "out of sheer generosity He put us in right standing with Himself, a pure gift.  He got us out of the mess we're in and restored us to where He always wanted us to be. And He did it by means of Jesus Christ." Romans 3:23-24 (msg) = CHRISTMAS
  • poppyseed chicken with stacia
  • brownies and lotsa toppings for a great group of middle schoolers


  • "out of sheer generosity He put us in right standing with Himself, a pure gift, He got us out of the mss we're in and restored us to where He always wanted us to be. And He did it by means of Jesus Christ." Romans 3:23-24 (msg) = CHRISTMAS
  • poppyseed chicken with stacia
  • fun and fabulous christmas lights (and getting to ride around with my family to look at them)

  • trader joe's treats
  • the way stacia interacts with my kids
  • our counters are in!
  • "do not fear your weakness, for it is the stage on which my power and glory perform most brilliantly." - jesus calling
  • impromptu lunch at CFA with 2 incredible friends. 
  • breakfast for dinner with poppa and the quintards (and traci's yummy delicious breakfast casserole)

14 December 2017

always something.


  • soup and sandwiches at yaya's
  • warm air/heat
  • ELF family movie night
  • celebrating emma


  • my brother taking care of my sister
  • snuggly kittens
  • laffy taffy, mechanical pencils and hot chocolate as expressions of God's love
  • beautiful skies captured by eli from the car window


  • impromptu glo-stick dance party in the middle of a semi-not great wednesday
  • God is bigger than expensive bills and checking accounts and money 
  • just the right song for the moment
  • good reminder


07 December 2017

His season of giving never stops.

  • time at h-o-m-e with nick (with a great GA game to enjoy)
  • OK Sun
  • plate from bulgaria, cup from benin, cinnamon roll coffee and cinnamon rolls


  • S'mores for days at CCC
  • kids joyfully and confidently singing it out 
  • emma made it through the play!
  • meeting 2 ladies from Ghana
  • azafady conversation on facebook
  • kittens!!!  another example of God's kind and generous provision...
  • the way the kittens are enjoying the "nest" eli set up for them
  • cleaning out with the BF
  • christmas lights! (and nick's time and effort to get them put up)
  • getting to see and support friends in "papa's angels"
  • pop pop's generosity to get all of the kids popcorn
  • continuing ship traditions - sinter klaas
  • moment of sunshine in the midst of dreariness (the way the sun came through the trees)
  • strong christmas lyrics
  • clement arts - knowing the emma gained so much more than dance lessons during her tuesday afternoons from 4-5 with Rebecca
  • eli's enjoyment of velocity
  • cracker barrel meal 
  • fleece lined running leggings (made that early morning run quite enjoyable!)