28 December 2017

unexpected blog post drafts, living loved, and getting it from our heads to our hearts

i found a few blog post drafts that i had forgotten all about....finding drafts of blog posts is like finding $5 in your coat pocket when you put it on after it's been hanging in your closet for 3 seasons.  or like finding a mini-snickers in your purse that you thought you'd cleaned out (that happened today).  or realizing that you have more on a giftcard than you thought you did!  pure gift.  thought i'd share some of what i found...

this link is to an article all about head knowledge and heart knowledge and truly experiencing the Love God has for us.  the article meant alot to me when a friend shared it - and it meant alot to me when i re-read it earlier today.

this link is to an interview with brennan manning (he'd make my list of all time favorite humans if i was to make such a list) about living as God's beloved.
And THIS (the following 6 paragraphs) are some thoughts I shared with my friend who shared the first article with me...i'm not sure when i wrote this (sometime in the last 2-3 years while we were on the Africa Mercy - during one of our summers in Durban) but it's all still very much true. 

...that article resonates with me in so many different ways.  

i was waiting for a “quiet moment” to read the article- when i could give it my full attention and heart - because i had a feeling it was going to be special.  so i came in from my run this morning - (a super early run right on the beach here in durban..we carpool over there, run and get back in time for people to get ready for work) to a quiet cabin (it feels like a miracle when children are sleeping and it’s past 7:00am!).  so i showered and fixed a cup of coffee and sat with the Lord and this article.  

what kay wrote is so much of what i’ve felt/have been feeling.  i love it when God gives someone else words to help express what’s been in my head and heart - and, of course, it’s comforting to know that i’m not the only one thinking/feeling this way!!

that “how does it get from your head to your heart?” is such a recurring question.  i love how she used the phrase “the gift of a nervous breakdown.”  there have been moments when i’ve wondered if i’ve been close to something of that nature…i’m definitely feeling more broken than i can ever remember feeling…but i also feel more sure of His love and acceptance of me than i can ever remember feeling. 
i love that Love is here.  in the mess. in the real. in the good. in the bad. in the everything that is dianna...Love is here.  i still don't know how to fully live in it…but i’ll keep trusting. 

"Love believes in me…and it never lets me go.”  that’s beautiful!

maybe something in one of the links - or in my rambling words - made you think or caused you to ask questions or provided some peace or reassurance.  feel free to share any findings/questions/encouragement with me... diannacash@yahoo.com 

may we all experience the love of God today - in all of its mysterious, unfathomable fullness.