The Words:
I could just sit
I could just sit and wait for all your goodness
Hope to feel your presence
And I could just stay
I could just stay right where I am and hope to feel you
Hope to feel something again
I could hold on to who I am and never let You change me from the inside
And I could be safe
I could be safe here in Your arms and never leave home
Never let these walls down
You have called me deeper
And I will go where you will lead me Lord
You have called me higher
You have called me deeper
And I will go where you lead me Lord
Where you lead me
Where you lead me Lord
I will be Yours for all my life
So let Your mercy light the path before me
I wish I had the words to explain what's been going on in my head and my heart these past two weeks...I wish I had the words - not to share on this blog - but so that I could make it all make sense for my own sake (and for the sake of those around me). Traveling to the states from the ship...being home...being at the beach with my family...living a wonderful life - yet feeling so out of sorts. I wish I had the words to explain it...
...trying to let go of everything that I might be holding on too tightly to...trying to let Him change me from the inside - trying to let Him determine who I am (well, He HAS determined who I am...I am just seeking to live in that determination).
I will go where He leads....even if it's uncomfortable and unfamiliar (and even if it's the familiar that should be oh so comfortable). I will be Yours for all my life...please help me know how to do that.
Oh, my God, how I need you.
